bleed.l0st.g0ne.

new bl0g.

2006-12-30T14:46:00.000+08:00

hul0 ppl. at last gt 2 l0g in. btw, chek 0ut my new bl0g. t00dlez.

tralalas~

2006-12-19T20:54:00.000+08:00

wawawa. it has been raining cauz 0f my singing. ya ryte. c diz is p0intless.

&& i was juz w0ndering why sumtymes, wen 0nce it strts raining it will rain n0n-st0p. aftr dat wen it st0ps,it wil b damn h0t 4 a very l000ng tyme. why ? why ? tell me why ? ll0ls. i prefered sn0w bt stil it's s0 irritating wen i 1 2 g0 0ut. hve 2 brin umbrella ahhs. den if wear slippers, u might hve high chnces 0f slipping den fall && dat was wad happened 2 mie && i ended up d0in a split in the middle 0f de pathway in skewll. shh. ll0ls. 0nli kat saw it. h0h0. && i wearing skewll sh0es lehhs sum0re. geez. eeyerh. nah, shall st0p rambling abt rain. lalalas~

&& juz n0w went 2 lyana's hze. bt went westmall firz. a lil late. dat lina larhhs. pemalas. wake up s0 late. den met vanessa && lyana lerhhs den walk2 arnd && b0ught s0me tidbits. den sudd b0th 0f dem t0ld mie dat all 0f us need 2 b in a christmas spirit && g0 crazy. && i was de firz. i had 2 g0 in a cl0thes sh0p && try 0n sumtynk. den ask de price && put it back. i went in 'this fashi0n' && 'tried' a half jacket && they ign0red mie ! they acted lyke they dun0 mie. ish. EVIL. wa ka0. s0 malu sia. s0bs0b. den it was lina. she was t0ld 2 g0 in kfc && ask 4 3 chili sauce && 2 cup 0f water && walk awae. bt they make it easier 4 her. ask 4 4 chili sauce && we waited 0utside. bt she 0nli asked 4 3 packets. nt fair. haha.

&& den lyana. went 2 library. used my card 2 b0rr0w 8 bks. haiy0y0. den return dem back. haha. bt i ch0se 5 0f dem && t0ok dem h0me instead. h0h0h0. yaa ! i gt bks 2 read. wait dat d0esn't s0und lyke mie!! ahahas~ den lastly it was vanessa's turn. hers was de w0rst. we went in2 1 0f de gift sh0ps dere den t0ld her 2 take anytynk && g0 2 de cashier. wen de cashier was abt 2 take de piglet keychain she t0ok, she laughed all de way && said sumtynk i 4get den put it back. ll0ls. && sum0re de cashier b4 dat was chatting all de way happily && vanessa supp0sed 2 act as if she was angry wid her. ll0ls. bt she ended up laughing all de way. s0 kute. haha.

&& 0ff we went 2 lyana's hze. watch mary-kate && ashley. && den played clued0. we all guessed wr0ngly && 1 0f dem sudd said it's strange && a gh0st was playing wid us. i wasn't feeling s0 sp0oky th0ugh, bt seeing dem screaming 4 their lyfe && running awae. i f0ll0wed && was sp0oked 2 . lina 0r lyana said mcr's s0ng invited de gh0st. haha. den quickly packed && watched de mcr dvd. m0m kept calling mie 2 g0 h0me. geez. we left abt 530 i tynk. && had 2 run 4 de bus. haha. && yarh, lina was d0in 's0metynk' wid p0or lyana's t0y d0nkey && de cute cheer bear dat vannessa gave her. s0me 0f u guys might n0e wad she d0es && hu she is ryte. && i g0t s0me pics 2 share wid ya. hehe.

f00d !!

de rubbish 4r0m de f00d.

de mess dat we made.

dem playing clued0. my camera skils r getting w0rse. g0sh

&& de 0thers i put it by link cauz 2 save lina's face. haha. wait. i tynk i shud put 3 pic 0nli. s0 lina w0n't b m0re malu.
bt dis is a less0n 4 u s0 dun b s0 pervetic kayys. ll0ls.

l0ok at wad de hel she d0in

begging 4 4giveness

up 4 rev !!

if u guys wan de vide0 && m0re pics tell mie. kekes. t0odlez.

p.s :: kat send mie dis. chek it 0ut. pian0 versi0n 0f 'i write sins nt tragedies'.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

It's been a week since...

2006-12-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

y0y0. wahh i s0und supa-hyper. nah, i dun0 why th0ugh. btw, s0ri 4 nt updating cauz haven't been g0in 0n9 n0wadaes. 2 lazy. teehee. && i n0e u all miss me. ceh. ll0ls.

hmm. wad hve i been up 2. last week had cheer trainings which was held at ngee ann p0ly. b0th daes i went 2 eat fast f0od b4 trainings && b0y, i sure did put 0n weight. 0phsy. X.X && we sure make a l0t 0f n0ise in de bus which was damn packed. bt de trainings were fun. learnt new dance & stunts. bt i keep 4getting my dance steps wen im nt supp0se 2. eeyeer.

&& n0wadaes it has been raining. && dat is y i very lazy 2 g0 0ut. raining gt thunder sum0re. bt it's actualy better den sunny. i will get tanned. n0n0. better st0p c0mplaining. teehee.

i guez i wil b stuck at h0me till wed. wed als0 need 2 g0 d0c. de d0c t0ok a l000ng h0lidae && my face wash is finishing. hell0. c0me back. && i flipped thru my sec 2 bks alredi. g0sh. it's sure damn hard. muz c0ncentrate && buck up 4 nxt year lerhhs. && de maths bk was 0ut 0f st0ck. dammit. had 2 buy at p0pular. hmm, kant wait 4 nxt year 2 strt. bt wen a new year strts, i wil 1 it 2 end. strange th0ugh.

&& im nt d0ne wid buying my skewll sh0es yet th0ugh. kant find any nice 1. nt even a nice 1 even th0ugh it is nt PINK.geez. can sum1 help mie find nice sh0es. && i w0nt get 2 buy a new f0ne yet. nxt year arnd feb i guez. haish. i hate my f0ne.

&& gues im 0ff 2 bl0g-h0pping den am 0ff 2 g0 watch vcds. cauz de thunder is freaking mie 0ut. hees. t0odlez.

p.s : im damn b0red. ask mie 0ut lerhhs :P

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

cheers !!

2006-12-08T21:23:00.000+08:00

W00TS~ juz came back 4r0m cheer training t0dae. it was embarrasing && scary th0ugh cauz t0dae was de try0uts.

bt we didnt d0 0ur stunts 4 de try0uts s0 de results w0n't b 0ut t0dae. s0bs0b. i was de third base 2 g0 4 my try0uts. evry1 was t0ld 2 wait 0utside de hall. can u imagine h0w scary && embarassing it was 2 cheer, dance, jump && r0ll all by urself with0ut ur teamates. g0sh. dere were a l0t 0f 0ther ppl watching 2. my jumps was 0k bt wasn't dat gd. my cheer was 0k. my dance, i screwed it up!! by dancing faster den de timing. g0sh. i wanted 2 ask kak ain && abg whether i c0uld restrt de wh0le dance bt i guez it was wasting 0f tyme th0ugh cauz stil g0t m0re ppl 2 g0. den juz c0ntinued dancing && shaked lyke hell. my arse is in damn pain n0w.

speaking abt pain, i kant blief dat we were tested 0n heel stretch. it was de firz tyme i did it with0ut de help 0f my cheermates. && cartwheel i dun0 h0w i did it sumh0w, my legs didn't wan 2 g0 straight. stubb0rn legs. wadever. && thanks 2 th0se cheerlies hu cheered mie 2 d0 my f0rward r0ll. ll0ls. i n0e many ppl hu cn d0 f0rward r0ll even th0ugh they r n0t in cheerleading s0 juz shuddup cauz i c0uld n0w. 0veral i think dzest did well including glenn. 0ur new cheerlie 4r0m sc0uts. w0ots~ his jumps r damn gd. *claps*

de b0ys sumh0w did their try0uts at de same tyme cauz we were running 0ut 0f tyme. it was already g0in 2 b 530pm. && de gerls gt 2 peeked at them. all did well. *claps* esp their jumps. && finally hafiz c0uld d0 his cartwheel. W00TS~

&& amazingly, i c0uld d0 my splits. fr0nt, left && ryte. i kant blief i did it. i think it was bcauz i was 2 nerv0us wen evry1 watching. ll0ls. && alm0st evry1 c0uld d0 thier splits already suprisingly suddenly. they were darn gd t0dae. c0ngrats evry1. prac m0re during btween de break til de nxt training :P

&& g0sh help mie. im aching. i need a massage. h0w i wish ciwen was here && massage mie. ll0ls. && t0m sent0sa 0uting cancelled. s0bs0b. && am g0in 2 wake up darn late again! 2 daes ag0 w0ke up arnd 5 sumtynk 0r 6am 2 g0 2 skewl 2 prep 0urself 4 de try0ut. evrytyme during training kept yawning n0n-st0p cauz i usually wake up arnd 1 plus in de aftern0on. haha. wad a sleepyhead ryte. yesterdae went skewl wid sis cauz she's meeting her frens at bkt bat0k firz 2 b4 leaving 4 KL. s0b0sb. miss her crapness. n0 1 2 talk 2 n0w. s0bs0b. an0ther 1 dae && 1 nite 2 g0 with0ut sis. s0bs0b. 0k back 2 yesterdae. den ate sausage mcmuffin && iced mil0. && dat was xactly wad i ate 4 brekfast AGAIN t0dae bt juz tapa0 den bring 2 skewl && eat. haha. damn i put s0 much weight. HELP.

haiz. s0 darn sian. evry1 0n msn is BZ. tralalas~ guez am 0ff 2 bl0g-h0pping. t0odlez.

p.s: it ends 2nite. w0o. && im sick 0f it.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

My legs do not want to walk any longer~

2006-12-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

seri0usly im aching evrywhere n0w. g0sh t0dae's training was super duper fun. ll0ls. bt im aching s0 much dat i kant strectch myself && prac 4 de try0uts t0m.

&& im damn nerv0us 2. g0sh. i kant d0 my jumps lia0. s0bs0b. && tumblings i cn 0nly d0 an unperfect cartwheel. nt a running 1. de cartwheel isnt even perfect. i kant c de pr0blem dat im facing n0w wid my tumblings && jumps. g0sh.

&& diveroll is a must 4 nati0nals. i kant even d0 my f0rward r0ll. && imagine mie d0in diver0ll. daryll called mie headbutt since he saw mie d0in my firz f0rward r0ll few m0nths ag0 :( mayb i shud prac my f0rward r0ll firz. hmm.

&& de stunts i was de 'victim' alm0st all de tyme. sat && fell 0n de fl0or evrytyme de flyer g0in 2 fall. ll0ls. haish damn w0rried abt de try0ut t0m. i l0st my v0ise juz n0w due 2 sumtynk. nah dun 1 menti0n abt it. it b0ils my bl0od m0re. wadever larhs. my eyes r sw0llen. dammit. haish s0 b0red wit0ut sis at h0me. s0 peaceful. an0ther 2 m0re nite && 1 dae 0f silence. wait! h0w 2 d0 my cheer wid de c0nditi0n 0f my v0ice n0w. s0bs0b. i dun tynk im g0in 2 b ch0sen 2 de nati0nals. haish. been w0rking 0n dem bt nt w0rth it sia. nah i tynk i shud better stretched a bit even th0ugh im aching lyke hell && d0 my splits && wads0ever im supp0sed 2. && get plenty 0f rest s0 t0m i w0n't die even b4 de try0ut. BUT IM DAMN NERV0US CANNS. g0sh. hve 2 wake up early 2 cauz g0in 2 skewl ealier b4 training 2 brush up 0n evrything. am 0ff den. t0odlez.

p.s: i wan 2 leave. cant stand it anym0re.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

BIG S0RI.

2006-12-05T14:51:00.000+08:00

firz i wana ap0l0gise 2 winnie 4 n0t being able 2 acc0mpany u 2 gym cauz m0m said i g0 0ut 2 much. lyke wth. i d0n't. && 2 my darlls, S.A.N. s0 s0ri i kant g0 hang 0ut wid u guys 2. nxt tyme then aites.

&& im t0tally stuck at h0me. its darn b0ring staying at h0me seri0usly. g0sh kant wait 2 buy my skewl bks. at least i can revise :) hehe. pr0b i'll scribble some pics 0n a piece 0f paper && etc. tv is darn b0ring 2. evrything is repeated.

im dead b0red sia. kant wait 4 training 0n thurs. bt als0, sis will b leaving 4 KL 0n thurs 2. s0bs0b. nvr bring mie al0ng. hehe. n0 lah, i hve try0uts s0 say0nara den. && i juz realised on sat wen dzest will b g0in 4 an 0uting at sent0sa, i won't hve camera wid mie cauz sis wil b using it 2. she'll b back 0nly after sun. haish. n0 cam-wh0ring den :(

&& gues am 0ff. 2 d0 s0metynk p0intless 0r sumting. t0odlez.

p.s: wad an arse. geez.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

gym-lalas~

2006-12-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

haish. decided 2 start bl0gging back cauz i hate de 'deadness' of my webbie. well, here i am. hmm. t0dae was damn tiring bt super fun.

decided 2 g0 gym wid sum 0f de cheerlies. ciwen,vanessa,aisha,danial,ashri,lina && syiqqin. well, met lina firz den waited 4 de rest xcept 4 danial cauz he was stil having his malay dance prac s0 we went 0ff firz. they were quite late. lina, as usual was all bein pervetic. den finally they came && we t0ok de bus 2 de gym && dere we g0 in de gym.

ran 0n de treadmill firz den did m0re w0rk0uts. strecthed al0t. && i f0rce myself 2 d0 my side splits. g0sh, m0st 0f dem cn d0 their split at least 1 side. im s0 damn dead. && went 0ff 2 JP 2 eat at banquet. as usual, it was packed. den saw lyana && waved 2 her.sum 0f dem talked 2 her. 2 bad she cant f0ll0w us. den ate,ate && danial said sumting which is full 0f crap && made ciwen spit her f0od 2 t0wards danial. 0f c0urse it wasn't 0n purp0se. ll0ls. serve hym ryte. den as usual aisha played wid her f0od. haha. i guez she cn b a gd chef in future. ll0ls. && went h0me. t0ok 243 instead 0f 242 cauz as usual, it was packed.

damn wassup wid mie saying as usual t0dae. wadever larh. && t0m g0in 0ut wid s.a.n.s. 2 de gym 0r jp. acc0mpany fiq g0 find her stuffs. i dun0 wad stuffs. skewl stuffs i guez. k, im damn tired. am 0ff den. t0odlez.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

HIATUS

2006-11-28T18:50:00.000+08:00

start bl0gging wen i'm 0kay. mayb abt after a week 0r 2. t0odlez.

mwarkss.

blEEd.l0st.g0nE

0h, gym.

2006-11-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

Yesterdae's gym && 0uting was great. t0ok a l0t 0f ph0t0s. shall put it at the end 0f de p0st.

Nurul came 2 my hse firz den we met up wid fiq && qiqi. We pr0mised 2 meet at 12 bt we met at 12.15 instead. Then went 2 pay de gym's fee && went up 2 de gym. firz we went 2 de ladies 0nly c0rner bt de facilities 2 b0ring s0 we went 2 de c0-ed part 0f de gym. W0rk0ut a bit den after dat ran 0n de treadmill 4 abt 12 mins. den we left which is abt 2.45. den we decided 2 run 0n de track 4 0ne r0und 0nly. meet qiqi && nurul didnt end up running. at firz fiq was quite fast den we st0pped, walked && talked. && after a while I raced wid fiq. bt i w0n !! heh. She t0ok de sh0rt cut s0mem0re. mwahhaha.

den changed. went up 2 de 5th fl0or cauz de 1 near de track was cl0sed since de cleaner is cleaning. after dat we left && dere were dis st0pid mats wh0 walked passed us && t0ld us 2 g0 swimmimg wid dem. lyke wth. den we juz replied shut up && walk away. haha. st0pid arse. den we went 2 de bus-st0p met nurul's sis && headed 4 Jur0ng East && we ate KFC. After eating went 2 take ne0s. w0o. we were taking 0ur 0wn swit tyme in dere. && it was a disaster in dere 2. l0l.den we hurried 0n de way 2 de inter cauz if fiq d0esn't g0 h0me 0n tyme she c0uld n0t g0 0ut anym0re. den halfway, she called her m0m && it ended up we stil hve tyme. geez.

went buy bubbletea. treated nurul. haha. den went h0me && saw 0ur 0ld skewl teacher && waved 2 her lyke sia0 wen she b0arded de bus. haha. we sure did a l0t 0f n0ise in de bus. den we went uder my bl0k && t0ok l0ads 0f crazy && wild pics. haha. k, i'll leave ya ppl wid pics.

Us ind e' t0ilet cam-wh0ring :P

Mie && qiqi.

Mie && my bel0ved, nurul :)

Mie && fiq.

Ape je sabby && nurul.

They <33 de t0ilet's wall s0 muchh.

Fiq as usual, bullies p0or qiqi.

Mie && nurul pr0m0ting s0me shamp00. l0l.

Minah t0wel.

Fiq tying her sh0elace s0 it w0nt untie wen she was running ( acc0rding 2 her)

My tired face after runnign 0n de track XP

Cam-wh0ring in de lift.

Mie && de minah t0wel.

They juz cant st0p cam-wh0ring.

2 de right !!

2 de left!!

Mie && my bel0ved nurul. I s0 <33 her. haha.

Fiq 4r0m t0p view.

S.A.N.S + nurul's sis.

S.A.N.S + nurul's sis sexy's fingers. ll0ls.

Qiqi's sexy back.

<33 dem.

Dancing 0r wadd ??

We juz <33 2 bully 0ur bel0ved qiqi. ll0ls.

Bullied again XP

Prank calls !!

We were stucked 0n de walls while qiqi was acting kute :)

I dun0 wth r they d0in.

Heartbr0ken seh.

Bulied again.

S.A.N.S

De pics is en0ugh 2 sh0w evidence dat she was always bullied.

Nurul's de referee.

Qiqi buckt0oth !!. ll0ls.

Qiqi 0n revenge.

TADAA!!

GAd0 k0n0n. l0l.

Qiqi de peacemaker.

Apeks unda de bl0cks.

Juz miie && herr.

Her 0r mie ??

K, I'm d0ne. t0odlez.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

here i c0me !!

2006-11-22T07:45:00.000+08:00

seri0usly i'm dying 0f b0red0m. bt t0m, viv0city, jp, je, gym && etc here i c0me. hehe.

&& finally de 4 0f us r united. t0m 0f c0urse as usual, am g0in 2 take l0ads 0f pics. wee. miss 3 0f dem l0ads. <33 bt nurul's sis c0ming. h0pe her m0m let her g0 viv0. let's juz h0pe ppl. hehe. hmm. t0dae i p0sted s0 dat my bl0g w0nt b dead. tralalas~ dis is p0intless seri0usly. && btw, check dis 0ut. g0t fr0m sis's bl0g. SLIMDERELLA. gtg. t0odlez.

p.s : can any1 suggest a party 0r 0uting pls :P

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0ne

fuhh.

2006-11-19T07:47:00.000+08:00

waahh. wad an exhausting && fun dae it was the 2 previ0us nites. The n0 0f ppl hu came dis year was unexpected. it was full hse.

&& de firz nite evrything was in a rush. p0or kak ain had 2 d0 all de make-up 4 us. den sum ppl helped bt dere was a few 0nly. den i missed a step. damn. i had f0rg0tten 2 n0d my head. evrything was 0k juz dat 0f c0urse, it was 0ur firz nite perf0rming s0 a bit nerv0us. bt yesterdae was a blast!!

we t0tally rawked de hse. bt huever de st0pid pers0n hu c0ntr0ls de s0unds system sp0iled de perf0rmance && delay it. dat was 0nli de pr0blem. lyke dun0 dat we r supp0se 2 d0 de cheer firz, he/she 0n de music firz. den we st0od dere d0in hand signals t0 st0p de music. sp0iler sak. evrything g0es very well. but b4 de perf0rmance sumtings happened. a bit scary s0 we xhanged de cheer lead 2 tini && she did a gr8 j0b. well d0ne.

&& n0t 4getting 0ur dzest juni0r.. haha. aftr de perf0rmance we nearly 4get abt de cake. bt we gave abg the teddy firz. we put 0ur dzest shirt 0n it. s0 kute sia. we met at westmall firz den walked arnd 2 l0ok 4 2 teddys 4 b0th 0ur c0aches bt we ended up buying a cake && a teddy. de st0pid sh0p 0nli has 1 g0d-damn bear. s0 de bear is 4 abg while de cake is 4 0ur dear kak ain. abg even said dat 0ur the perf0rmance was gd. hehe. thanks 2 kak ain 4 c0aching us while abg was away. &&amp; 0n de 7 && 8 0f nxt m0nth we r g0in 2 start training 4 nxt year nati0nals. w0o. kant wait. h0pe dat we will b able 2 strive 4 better stunts. && here r s0me pics pics 4r0m yesterdae. 0nli t0ok a few. && the vide0 was g0ne.shiqqin accidentally deleted de vide0. h0pe danial's fwen t0ok a vide0 0f us..

&& i realy lurve dzest so muchh !!! mwarkss.

&& im 0ff n0w. t0odlez.

P.S :: i've changed my bl0gskin. hehe. && my fwenster lay0ut is xactly de same 2. =P

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

nerv0us !!

2006-11-18T03:10:00.000+08:00

b0nj0ur. haah. im damn nerv0us. t0dae is de dae. g0sh.

&& i h0pe evrythng wil turn up well. muz reach skewl by 3. b4 dat i'm g0in westmall 2 buy hairclips && hairbands cauz i dun have any black 0nes. i have pink 0nes 0nli. ll0ls. bt damn i g0t 2 pimples p0pping 0ut t0dae. damn it. my face always lyke dat de special daes always they will p0p 0ut. idi0tic pimples. damn arh. 0k i shudn't carry 0n ranting abt my pimples which 0nli p0p 0ut t0dae. wadever larhs. eh, wait. i haven't ate my medicines. damn.

&& 2 de an0nym0us pers0n 0n lyana's bl0g, get the fark 0ff 0ur lyfe arhhs. spammers r damn irritating. dey r actually freaks && c0wards cauz d0n't dare put their name d0wn. if we suck, pr0of 2 us dat we suck arh. farkers. we r de rawkers 0f all de rawkers.

k laHhs, am 0ff 2 bl0g-h0pping. t0odlez.

p:s : STFU. i d0n't wish 2 talk. u r sefishly hated.

aching !!

2006-11-17T04:15:00.000+08:00

damn it !! im aching s0 much. btw, s0ri cauz didnt update much n0wadays. been bz wid dunearnite rehearsals.

&& dzest seri0usly had g0tten way better den last tyme. i visited winnie's bl0g juz n0w && watch last night's rehearsal && 0ur speech dae perf0rmance. we impr0ved a l0t. lyke really infinity tymes way better den last tyme. wahh. im damn pr0ud 0f dzest. ll0ls. we shld w0rk very very hard 4 nati0nals && try m0re stunts. wee. 0k lets c wad i did yesterdae.

went 2 bt bat0k 2 meet ashri && kat. lina was a bit late yesterdae. den blabla. den abt 320 sumtynk lyke dat saw s0me 0f de cheerlies s0 we decided 2 take de same bus wid dem den went 1 wh0le r0und den went in. wanted 2 changed bt suddenly i remembered dat i didnt bring my sh0rts. damn. i had 2 d0 my stretchings && PT wid my jeans 0n. ll0ls. i seri0usly th0ught dat i br0ught my sh0rts. dn luckily kak nini als0 didnt bring s0 b0th 0f us 0nli w0re jeans. wahh. we make new trend. ll0ls. den after dat did liberty. den ashri && danial tried d0in s0me 0ther stunts als0. aisha finally did it. w0o !! haha. den arnd 5 sumting we went 2 c0ffeesh0p nearby de skewl 2 eat bt s0me 0f us were n0t used && dun lyke de f0od dere s0 we juz b0ught instant n0odles && br0ught it 2 skewl. ll0ls. kak shiqqin was making all de n0ise. ll0ls.

&&amp; we went int0 klaz firz && ate. den waited 4 de 0thers 2 c0me back. after dat kak ain t0ld us 2 put 0n 0ur sh0es && skirts. my skirt was quite l0ose && l0ng den kak ain saved de dae. wee. she is 0ur mummy. haha. den went 2 de hall 4 briefing by mr w0ng. he said dat de perf0rmances weren;t up 2 de standard esp de band && ch0ir. he said dat there were 2 grps dat were gd. firz is guzheng && sec0nd is cheerleading. US !! w0o. b4 he said dat it was us we were alreadi w0o-ing. he said we were full 0f energy && even danced 4 us. ll0ls. s0 kute. sumtymes 2 mi he l0oks lyke a kute santa claus. haha. shh. ll0ls.

den waited 4 0ur turn. we did better caus during de dance && stunts we make a l0t 0f n0ise. haha. den finale alreadi mr rani said perf0rm 1 m0re tyme. it is alreadi g0in 2 b nine 0'cl0ck. den waited again bt dis tyme de unif0rmed grp g0 firz. s0 we were de last 1. den while waiting 4 0ur turn we did prac quite a l0t. den i && tasha keep d0in 0ur chacha dance. den we als0 practice sumwhere between de staircases. den while practicing s0me ppl were high als0. even sum ppl n0e s0me parts 0f 0ur r0utine. ll0ls. damn funny arh. den g0t gh0st st0ry larhs. den g0t talk rubbish all dat. tasha lah start all de disgusting stuffs. haha. den m0m && sis were already in skewl.

&& dey saw me d0in cheerleading. s0 malu sia. m0m said we l0oked lyke crazy ppl while sis said dat 0ur perf0rmance were de best. 0f c0urse arh. hehe. she t0ld me she went 2 de t0ilet nearby my 0ld klazr0om. haha. she was w0ndering h0w c0me s0 clean. ll0ls. luckily n0thing happened. den after kak ain de-briefed us,we went back. while we were 0n de way h0me sum1 wh0m i d0n't really n0e called my m0m && b0th 0f dem talked in de middle 0f de pathways. aiy0. while they were talking, i managed 2 say bb 2 many ppl. ll0ls. den de relative 0f 0urs wh0m my m0m was talking 2 sent us back h0me. haha. s0 nice 0f dem. den finally, went h0me unpacked my stufffs && bathed. after bathing went 2 sleep. wad a tiring dae it was bt fun. k lahhs, am 0ff. t0odlez.

P.s :: I'm waiting 2 get an sms 4r0m kak ain 0r winnie. h0pe n0t s0 late. ll0ls. && i kant wait 2 get my hands 0n s0ny ericss0n Z610i. s0 kawaii. ll0ls. && im damn tired 0f ur lies.

mwarkss.

BlEed.l0st.g0nE

lazy sunday

2006-11-13T05:37:00.000+08:00

tralalas~ what a lazy sunday t0dae is.

&& where the hell has evry1 g0ne 2. s0 damn sian t0dae s0 decided 2 p0st. i gues im juz g0na talk crap t0dae. hmm. wait. dere is seri0usly nuting 2 talk abt. aniwaes,cheerlies hu r g0in 4 de m0vie t0m pls wait at the buzz sh0p at bkt bat0k inter at 1030. den de sh0 will start at 1050. it will end pr0lly 12 sumtynk. den pr0b eat firz den walk2 a bit if g0t tyme den 0ff we g0 2 skewll yarhhs.

&& thanks again 2 my bel0ved lina 4 de lay0ut. jgn prasan yarhhs. im n0t a lesb0. hehe. hmm. && K.A.S.A.D will b changed 2 L.A.K.S.A. wth. bt 0k larhhs it s0unds delici0us. seri0usly, i shudn't have t0ld ashri abt dat. geez. haiz. we r ful 0f craps. ll0ls.

&& i kant wait 4 wed since the results 4 which klaz r we g0in 2 nxt year wil b released. w0o !! h0pe A.K.S.A wil b in de same klaz. p0or lina. ll0ls. bt stil can hang 0ut t0gether 0rytes. hmm. && ive been t0taly crazy 0ver a ph0ne. shud n0t say s0. its s0 kawaii. pr0b sis && i wil b getting it. bt n0t c0nfirmed since i juz g0t my 7360 sumwhere early dis year. im juz h0ping n0w. haha. k lahhs, n0thing m0re 2 write. t0odlez.

p.s : seri0usly, this is p0intless. :P

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

damn bl0ated.

2006-11-11T13:50:00.000+08:00

fuhh. s0 tired && damn bl0ated.
juz n0w went 2 skewl as usual 4 cheer. didnt d0 much. 0nly stretching && l0oking at 0ther ppl practicing. caus mr rani said DZEST is gd alreadi. n0 need 2 perf0rm t0dae. wee. bt we did sum stunts. am aiming 4 cheer0bics. ahah ! did p0p cradle. kak syahirah taught mi 2 d0 it den after dat bcame de base wid daryl ( barney ) && the flyer is hasmidah. g0sh she sure did put 0n weight. den i either hit in2 hasmidah 0r daryl. my n0se. 0uch. lucily nvr g0 flat. i dun0 hu i hit als0. nvrmind. the feeling w0ke mi up aniwaes. ll0ls. den after dat went 2 westmall wid lyana, lina, afiqah, tasha && ciwen. ate kfc. wait. did miss 0ut any1 ? i dun tynk s0. ll0ls. den i ate quickly && left firz caus sis was areadi 0n her way 2 jur0ng east. den quickly rush 2 the mrt inter &&amp;amp;amp; reached JE called her den met her 0n de platf0rm && we headed 2 k0van. wait a b0ring && tiring j0urney. den went 2 de clinic. wa ka0. dis m0nth the d0c gave mie an0ther xtra pill 2 take twice a week. nvrmind. i wil d0 anything 4 a clear face. haha. waited s0 l0ng 4 0ur turn.

&& den we left after dat. headed 2 heartland mall. ate pizza hut. sumtynk funny happened dere. nyahahas~ sis was f0rcing mie 2 finish the f0od. damn bl0ated. ate pizza hut ryte after kfc. wth. sure gain weight. haiz. wadever. left after dat. den reached b0on lay t0ok 243 instead cauz heard dat the stadium near my hse opened t0dae. went dere && fuhh. p0wer sia de facilities. wee.

went in && the track l0oked s0 clean && nice. nyahahs~ den went in. g0 up 2 level 2. the swimming p0ol. wee. i didnt g0 in. 0nly saw 4r0m de entrance. the p0ol l0oks gd. seri0usly. damn. i wana g0 a.s.a.p. any1 wan 2 acc0mpany mie. hehe :)

den after wah-ing ( wait iz dere such a w0rd ) 0ver the p0ol went 2 the gym. g0shh. the facilities dere l0ok damn gd. bt its transparent 4r0m 0utside && sis didn't lyke it bt i dun mind. i wana g0 gym s0 i can get my abs faster. haha. den went h0me after dat.

seri0usly, any1 interested g0in wid mie. pr0b mi, qiq && nurul g0in. bt nurul hasn't reply sia. h0pe she'll call mie a.s.a.p. we're planning 2 g0 nxt week bt im free 0n thurs, sat && sun 0nli cauz bz wid dunearnite. && pr0b cheerlies 4r0m DZEST can g0 2 de gym als0 wid mi. den can train 2gether. haha. i mean if any1 free i can g0 evrydae cauz its 0nly less den 5 mins walk 4r0m my hse. ll0ls. s0 many plans. damn. im full 0f craps. k am 0ff 2 bl0g-h0pping. t0odlez.

p.s :: cheerlies !! k.a.s.a.d !! 0n 13 n0v, which is 0n m0n at westmall b4 cheerleading. we r g0na watch m0vie at 10.50am. meet at bkt bat0k inter at 10.30am. beep mi if g0t any qns. && ashri changed de st0pid laksa thingy. 4 mi, K.A.S.A.D is way 0ff better. laksa s0unds damn farni. 0f c0urse uu && adiel lykes it bt.. ala, nvrmind. c wad lina && kat tynk abt it. ll0ls.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

haiz.

2006-11-10T06:51:00.000+08:00

haiz. didnt update yesterdae. n0 m0od && damn pissed.. n0w its raining. the feeling is damn nice. seri0usly. haiz.

m0m && grandm0m n0t at h0me. 0nli dad. wid his tv again. i wonder why he can stare at the tv the wh0le dae. hmm. t0dae n0 training. s0 finally i can rest. sum0re it is raining. nice && kewl.

&& lets talk abt yesterdae. erm. didnt d0 much. went 2 skewl as usual 4 training. i was darn pissed 0ff while having training yesterdae. sum ppl were sh0uting back 2 mi the way i said the cheer. lyke wtf. kant they respect 0ther ppl. ergh. i h0pe nxt year cheer trainings w0uld b a different 1. 4r0m last tyme they seem 2 have a pr0blem wid mi. esp her. i dun0 wth did i d0 wr0ng 2 her siah. i dun even n0e hu the hell is she. geez. wadever. den after dat arnd 330 we started the wh0le rehearsal wid 0ther ccas. den wen it came 2 0ur turn i was darn nerv0us. i dun tynk i can b the lead 4 the cheer. my v0ice cann0t make it. haiz. i h0pe dere wil b sum1 better 2 take 0ver mi. i dun wan 2 shame DZEST. && i l0st my faith 2 d0 it bcaus 0f dem. n0t the cheerlies kayys. i rather n0t menti0n wh0 they r. haiz.

den after the rehearsal which ended abt 7 plus we ate canadian pizza dat we have 0rdered. i have n0 appetite 2 eat alreadi. haiz. dere was dis sum1 hu smsed mie accusing mie a l0t 0f things. i was darn pissed. sc0lded && accused mie a l0t 0f things which i had nvr d0ne 0r said. i rather dun talk abt it. i gues dere is dis jerk wh0m i tynk i n0e hu the hell it was hu t0ld dat certain sum1 all this shit which r n0t true. haiz. s0rry n0 cure.

&& n0w s0 sian. n0thing 2 d0. i guess i will d0 my stretchings. && g0sh ~~ alm0st evry1 can d0 their splits alreadi. haiz. i better catch up.darn. haiz. i've been sighing since yesterdae. 4 wad ? i dun0. mayb im 2 pissed 0ff. wadever lahhs. am 0ff. t0odlez.

p.s :: hu ever dat jerk is. get the hell 0ut 0f my lyfe.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE.

haiz.

2006-11-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

weeweets.
im seri0usly g0d-damn b0red. nuting 2 p0st n0wadays. did n0thing. eat, sleep && play c0m. haha. i put on abt 2 kg alreadi. haiz. better lose weight by the end of the year. hahaks. ok, seri0usly i find dis p0st p0intless. damn.

err. any1 free 2 g0 0ut ? haha. invite mi 2 all ur 'party'. haha. pr0b g0in 0ut wid fiq arnd this week. wee. haha. && dun0 whether qiqi can make it. h0pe she can make it 0n daes we planned 2 g0 0ut. ll0ls.

&& t0m g0t cheer. wee !! im starting 2 luv cheer very much. haha. bt n0w dere's a l0t 0f thingies g0in 0n. haiz. h0pe t0m they all can s0lve all the pr0blems. s00 we can b a happy family !! && h0pe abg c0me back s0on 4r0m NS den DZEST will b a c0mplete family. 4r0m n0w 0n. as f0r mie, i will make sure I w0nt slack s0 much during cheer && b seri0us wen I'm supp0se 2. i n0e abg, kak ain, winnie && aisha && 0f c0urse, all 0f them wants us 2 b the best. mie 2. &&den pr0bably sum1 wh0m I veri cl0se 2 even th0ugh we in different class leaving dunearn. it's a secret. dun ask. haiz. dun leave ! h0pe she w0nt.

k lahhs m0m is back wid my kfc. haha. im g0in 2 gr0w really fat. nvrmind. i luv eating. wee. t0odleZ.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

wahHs. s0 tirEd.

2006-11-01T15:35:00.000+08:00

w0o.. s0 tired. my legs lyke 1 2 'pancit'. Hah. Went 0ut 4 raye t0dae wit hakim, kat, sherrie, adiel, ashri, zharif && lina. had l0ads 0f fun wid them. at first me && lina met up at b0on lay inter den g0 2 CCK inter met ashri &&waited 4 kat dere && t0ok 188 2 sherrie hse. saw natasha. s0 pweety. hee. XD

reached sherrie's bus-st0p den waited 4 her. zharif was dere first. called her && at last, she came 0ut. den went 2 hakim hse. den his mum c0oked s0 much f0od. all were delici0us && we all realised dat Evry part 0f his hse has a tissue b0x. ll0ls. XD

next hse was zharif. n0t much. we waited l0ng caus it was raining heavily s0 just munch 0n c0okies && chat till the rain was 0nly drizzling. den shahirah's hse. quite tr0ubles0me 2 g0 in bt it was 0k then. the b0ys was having their 0wn fun watching f0otball. they were screaming wenever the players g0al. geez. wana pr0of ? here.

left after shahirah 0ff the tv. haha. it was still p0uring outside bt still we make 0ur way 2 kat's hse. t0 de LRT. den blablabla reached. den ate again den blablabla left. nxt hse was adiel's hse. t0ok 180. wahh. his hse g0d-damn nice. hee. nice sp0ts 2 take pics. watched REMP-IT. a bit 0nly && left 4 lina hse.

we t0k 180 den d0 0ur 0wn usual stuff in the bus && dere was dis minah hu was staring at us. damn. lyke WTH ? we juz l0ok away. she went d0wn at the lakeside's bus-st0p && purp0sely walked sl0wly && she say s0me vulgar w0rds 2 adiel. den adiel reply back. haha. wad an arseh0le. act g0thic 0nly. tynk we care.

reached b0on lay den missed 172. we went 2 take 199. den missed it als0. it was at the end 0f the inter s0me m0re. s0 decided 2 wait l0r. den reached lina's bus- st0p walk 2 her hse. quite sp0oky && far. bt her hse was s0 kewll && big. 3 st0rey leh. hais. den wen we were bt 2 leave, the m0ther came && asked we 2 eat s0me c0okies. we ate a while den left 4 my hse. w0o !

at first wan 2 take taxi bt wen we saw 99 c0ming we ran. ahah. in high heels. damn. den reached my hse. they stayed n0t s0 l0ng. abt 20 mins den left. acc0mpanied ashri 2 buy his dad's f0od. waited s0 l0ng. den he t0ok taxi. sherrie waited 4 her dad 2 pick her up under my bl0ck while I sent the 0thers 2 the bus-st0p. they were lucky their bus came 0n tyme. haha. den went back h0me. bathed. eat again. haha. upl0ad the pics. && n0w p0sting. k laHhs, am 0fF 2 slEep. t0m g0t chEer. t0odlez.

p.s: they r all fwreaks.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE.

My legs do not want to walk any longer~

2006-10-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

w0oshh. wad a tiring dae it was again. went 2 sum1 hse. durr. i mean i dun0 h0w 2 call hym lahhs. uncle ? great uncle ? wait is dere such a ting. nvrmind. went 2 my grandma's cousin 0r nephew ( i actually dun0 much) abt 5 sumting. && the bus was m0ving lyke a g0d-damn turtle. in fact, i think a turtle can m0ve faster. geez.

aniways. t0m g0 cheer. wee. iim wee-ing caus we finished de r0utiine. bt stil i'm n0t satisfied wid myself. hmm. the r0utine shld add m0re stuffs. 4 mii its 2 sh0rt EvEn th0ugh iits 5 miins. mayb shld add s0me cartwheel 0r sumting. hmm. actually need 2 pack my cheer stuffs && all dat. && wake up Early :( ii gues iim 0ff. t0odlEZ.

p.s :: i feel guilty.

mwarkss.

bEed.l0st.g0nE

wad a tiring dae it was.

2006-10-29T09:53:00.000+08:00

wahh. feel s0 gd after taking my aftern0on bath && finally can change to normal clothings. Been wearing my baju kebaya almost the wh0le dae. && n0w happily eating ch0c0late ice-cream. yummies! hee. XD

had 2 wake up at 9 sumting t0dae. s0 g0d-damn early. m0m w0ke mie up saying dat we are g0in 2 my uncle's place. haish. bt still I juz lay 0n the bed. sis purposely turn the tv volume up. I dun mind dat much caus it was MTV aniwaes. It was then wen PANIC! AT THE DISC0 was played den I w0ke up. hehe. can b my alarm cl0ck. Sis sae thay l0ok pysch0 ( spell-check) WTH kak izan. XD

aniwaes g0t ready den left hse abt 1030 &&amp;amp;amp;amp; t00k cab. t0 && fr0. hee. I was lyke s0 squeezed in the passenger seat l0r. m0m was sitting s0 near 2 mie dun0 why && grandma was sitting lyke an apek. taking up s0 much space. I was the inn0cent wan in the middle. haha. den abt half an h0ur reached caus quite far. at w0odlands lehs. sat d0wn 4 a while && watched tv dere. s0me st0pid cart0on. acc0rdiing 2 my sis && abg yus0f it was l-a-m-e. && ii w0ndered why we still watched it. l0lls. den after a while ate Cik Ram's mee rebus. && t0ok s0me ph0t0s. blablabla. den cik ram's sis came. cracking j0kes. she said I can bc0me a teacher 1 dae caus 0f my face. =,= '' I n0e lahs my face always nvr smile. bt I'm b0rn 2 have this type 0f face wad. haish. den blablabla. went h0me t0ok cab again. && again I was the inn0cent 1 stuck in the middle. my eyes were already drying 0ut. N0wadays my c0ntact lens get dryer faster than usual. maybe caus 0f the g0d-damn haze.

reached && went 0n9. idi0t la. kant sign in 2 msn. den wak napi came. den blabla. they went h0me. && finally I can bathe, take 0ut my c0ntact lenses && get 0ut 0f the baju kebaye. tralalas~ damn. im high t0dae. wait, im high evrydae. hee. XD && g0sh ii think I put al0t 0f weight alreadi. haish. alm0st evrydae eat fast f0od m0re than 1 tyme. aiya I dun care alreadi. actually I d0. hee. depends la. hmm. am 0ff la. am waiting 4 sis 2 g0 h0me wid my l0ng j0hn silver. w0o! =,= '' t0odleZ.

p.s:: if u wana sms mie tell me hu the hell u r. if u stil insist, dun ever sms mie. geez.

mwarkss.

bleed.l0st.g0nE.

my legs r killing miie.

2006-10-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

seri0usly. my legs are killing mie. In the middle 0f training t0dae, I had 2 st0p 4 a while. Geez. lyke WTH. The feeling is 'great' ! ya ryte.

&& 0ur r0utine was a bit 0ff. haish. bt stil can impr0ve m0re. a bit more 0nly. come 0n guys && gerls. We have 2 pr0ve MR W0NG && MR SUPANDI DAT WE RAWK. yeh. im high. damn. p0or shiqqin was injured. her hand's b0ne was 0n the 0pp0site side 0f which it was supp0se 2 b. 0uch. h0pe she'll get beta :)

im s0rt 0f hving a s0re throat like waddehell. nvrmind. skewll ends 4 2006 already !! w0o !! ** as ii pr0mised kat. here it is.

I g0t 2 g0 sec 2 EXPRESS !!! W0O !!!!!!!!

tralalas~

k am back 2 my n0rmal self. w0oooo !! haha. shall st0p it. i really2 th0ught dat i was g0in 2 acad. i l0v de teachers hu save mie 4r0m g0in dere. I failed 2 subs but stil i g0t in. weehee. damn. s0 hiigh. aniiwaEs. am 0fF. 2 d0 sumting n0t impt && w0rthless. t0odlEZ.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE.

s0 frustrating.

2006-10-25T21:14:00.000+08:00

Ergh. Just finished the Class Magazine thingy. S0 sian with it lahhs. I mean hu the hell care about the thingy. Geez.

&& it ended me doing the whole shit. I dun care what u all think abt it lor. Just giv it to the principal && vice-principal. btw, thanks to those who contributed some of the pics. But majority didn't do. lyke wtf.

Aiyah SHIT la, now the god-damn diskette n0 space. Have to use CD. Damn lahhs, now the com making some stupid noise. WTF. DAMN ! The sound won't stop. Ergh. Have 2 shut the whole com first.

ERRRRRRRRGHHHHH !

blEed.l0st.g0nE.

lazy friday. && i dun kare :)

2006-10-21T11:29:00.000+08:00

ii shudn't have g0ne 2 skewll justt n0w. wasted my tyme. rather sleep at h0mE :) seri0sly, i came 2 skewl als0 bcaus i wanted 2 take my cam back 4r0m kat back. haiz.
first few peri0ds it was supp0sed 2 b malay scrabble bt ended up playing other
different kinds0f games. my grp g0t s0me stupid, rubbish && iidii0tiic game. bt miiE && kat diidn't play anything. we just sat d0wn at 0ur sit. we acted lyke as if we r l0ners. XD kat was studying 4 her NPCC Test. h0pe she get her ranking s0on. heE.

den it was the Math0lympics games thingy. didn't d0 much. i was just talking all the tyme && let all the b0ys d0 the w0rk. wee. hah. after that was brek tyme. went 2 the t0ilet 0nly as we were released late. the st0pid teachers said that a measuring tape was missing && t0t ppl st0le it. geez. && had a sp0t-check. WTH. bt suddenly they released us with0ut saying anything abt it. mie && kat t0t that they might have f0und it already. i mean hu is dat desperate 2 steal a measuring tape. haiz. evrything is crap.

after the brek, there was a play put up by ACT 3 whatever thay r called la. the sh0w was 0k. den pr0ceeded 2 MRLC && they sh0wed a m0vie which i was watching a bit bt kan't rem a thing. f0rgetful. haiz. went 2 canteen wiid K.A.S.A. hah. bt Ashri && adiel went h0me first s0 0nlii left wiid mi, kat && lina. den went h0me abt 1 plus reached h0me abt 3. bathed && went 2 watch tv. bt fell asleep. s0 left the tv 0n. 0phs. mum must have 0ff it. then w0ke up abt 630. g0t s0 many ppl mesej mi. s0ri all if i nvr reply ur mesejs. blehhs. d0wn with flu. blehhs. whatever la. am 0ff. t0odleZ.

P.S :: thanks all 4 bein dere 4 mi evrytyme. hee. K.A.S.A !! haa.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE

damn bl0ated.

2006-10-17T12:50:00.000+08:00

w0ots~ just came back 4r0m JP.

Went 2 brekfast wid adiel, kat && ashri. talk 2 muchh crap. THEY ( n0t 2 b menti0ned hu) left firstt s0 diidn't get 2 mEet them. whateverr. was a lil late. came there && saw adiel, kat ** ashrii 0utside T0YSRUS. dEn thEy hiide. i have 2 wait 4 them. hmm.

Then at lastt they came 0ut. Then r0unding JP. sian alreadi after walk2 arnd decided 2 g0 arcade. w0o ! had a g8 tyme in dere. play DAYT0NA. kat, uu 0vert0ok mii 0nlii afta the last few secs. hmph. keke. then played the sh0oting whatever it is called. then basketball. then adiel && ashri was addicted 2 the drum remix.

It was 6.48pm wen we 0ut 0f dere. then rushed 2 BANQUET. n gues wad it was packed. damn. den we wanted 2 g0 eat fast-f0od bt adiel insisted. he wants his chicken ch0p. so, we bought bubbletea 4r0m sweetalk first. after a while, finally we g0t a seat. hee. then ii && kat wEnt 2 buy h0tplate. kat, nice ryte ?! hehee. then adiel ate his chicken ch0p bt nvr finish it up. i kant blief a guy kant even finish that am0unt 0f f0od. && ashri ate the thing in the cup && s0me mee thiingy. We talk craps && a l0t 0f rubbish came 0ut 4r0m 0ur m0uth. haha. every1 ate sl0wly && iin de end we were 2 bl0ated 2 get up 4r0m 0ur seat. we sat 4 an0ther 20 mins (arnd there) then m0m was already calling s0 ii g0t up first && every1 diid. keke.

adiel went 2 buy kfc 4 his br0. s0o nice 0f hym. haha. then we sl0wly walked 0ut 4r0m JP. Then seperated. II && adiel went 2 bus inter whiile kat && ashri went 2 MRT iinter. hmm. rwealii h0pe 2 b in de same klaz as them nxt year. k lahHs, am 0fF. t0m g0 skewll. 0H N0 !! Results !! T0M !! N0 !! wish miie luck ppl aiites ? hmm. gtg. t0odlEZ.

mwarkss.

bleEd.l0st.g0nE.

siianns.

2006-10-15T15:15:00.000+08:00

iits miidnight && it feels lyke iit 0nlii 7 0r 8 plus in the aftern0on. my hse is s0 lively && bright t0dae. blehHs. m0m kant st0p cleaning && arranging the hse. =,= ''

SIANS!! SUPA-SIANS!

this p0st iis p0intless lia0. iim justt supa-sians. dere's lyke seri0usly nuting 2 d0 at h0mE. wad ii did t0day. HmM. Firstly, woke up abt 12 plus. late huhhs ? m0m was screaming 2 wake mi up. den bathe. (durr) AND 4 DE FIRST TYME I WASHED MY 0WN SH0ES. wEe. In fact, it had been s0 l0ng since I washed my skewll sh0es. De pink nike && de pink stripes. They r supa-dirty. wadever. hu cares. I washed it since it was dirty && m0m said she w0uldn't wan 2 wash it 4 mi :( \FINE/

Den. clear up my skewll b0oks && ws. It was all 0ver my hse && n0w everything is clean. SPICK-AND-SPAN. ( check-spell) Seri0usly. Then, saw my sis sleeping then quickly finish cleaning up && j0ined her :) I was envy-ing her. hehe. den, abt 6 plus went 2 pi0neEr malL wiid m0m, dad && sis 2 brEkfast at MACS. Damn. The f0od sucks. Seri0usly. 0r is it my appetitE ? whatever. den went sh0pping at GIANT. br0ught a few 0f MY things. Then sis b0ught 2 useless stuff. The DVD && speaker system 0r wadever it is called thingy. siians. Then went 2 the stati0nary sh0p.. blablabla. why w0uld I b0ther p0sting this. Nehhs. n0t impt. blabla.am getting sleepy. haiish. 8 m0re daes 2 raye. wee. actually n0t dat yeehaa 0ver it. justt wee-iing 4 de sake 0f it. nehHs. iim sleEpy. g0na listEn 2 mp3 0r watch tv 0r pr0bably sleEp. t0odlEZ.

p.s :: EHs, INDoNESIANS 0UT DERE. CAN ST0P BURNING THE G0D-DAMN F0REST 0R N0T ? HU CARES WHETHER THE G0D-DAMN LAND IS FERTILE. GEEZ. S0 g0d-damn h0t n0wadays. wana 2 diie le.

&& kant wait 2 g0 0ut wid ya guys t0m. hEe.

&& ii dun wana g0 skEwll 0n tuE cauZ my rEsults wil b 0ut! I w0n't g0 NA. If I get int0 NA, I w0uld rather trap myself in my ro0m && w0n't g0 0ut 0f my hse && face ppl 0ut dere. :( wish mii lucks aiites ppl.

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE.

w0oh0o.

2006-10-14T15:19:00.000+08:00

0k. Why am I w0oh0o-iing ? I'm high 0n sugar. YEp. & what the hell is wr0ng wid my internet. Ergh. Evrything is lagging Especially friendster. I can't even view my 0wn g0d-damn pr0file. blehhs. Fasting month als0 wan 2 sc0ld2. Steady sabby. K, what am I goin 2 talk abt ?

Hmm. Nuting. I'm just talking crap today. Can ask KAT. keke. She als0. Say hi 2 mii 4 n0 reason. haha.

KAT ! U r driving mi crazy sia. The font is enough. But scary though. haah ! Let Mr W0ng b freaked 0ut. kaka. I'm so lazy 2 d0 anything abt the class mag. S0 called the "pr0jEct". Every1 n0t c0opEratiing l0r. whatever la. Then 0nly mi & kat d0 l0rs. whatever.

S0 sian at h0me n0 sis & m0m. n0 j0kes, crapness & hurricanes. KAKA. 0nli dad is at h0me. All he d0es is WATCH THE G0D-DAMN TV ! Ish. BT good caus nobody is bothering mi. My phone is at peace now.

K lahhs am 0ff 2 get my beauty sleep. wahahas. I'm just a sleeping arse. keke. t0odleZ.

P.S:: FIQ, DUN WORRY I'LL G0 SKEWL WID UU EVERY SINGLE DAE 4FR0M TUE 0NWARDS KAYSS. XD

mwarkss.

blEed.l0st.g0nE.

waiting 4 abt half an h0ur 2 brek fast.

2006-10-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

w0o !! t0m lastt dae 0f Exams !!!!! I'm mad lia0. T0m art n stil, I haven't started 0n it. Haiz. I'm such a slacker. Like what I said 2 Adiel & Kat ystdy. I wana gr0w up 2 b a slacker. Actually n0, I want 2 b.. hmm. I dun0 actually. Whatever lahhs.

After t0m, I'm g0in 2 party lyke hell. I mean hu w0uldn't. hehe. BT NOT NXT WEEK caus by then I will get my poor& fugly results. Damn. I DUN WAN 2 GO NA !!! mummy ! wawawa. haiz. Every1 pls wish me luck. pls. god bless me.

Today as usual went 2 skewl wid fiq den took 243.. all I did was revise my HE in the bus. But actually am not concentrating that well caus I was grooving 2 PANIC! AT THE DISCO songs. wee ! They rawk. Bt I'm not really that crazy over them. Bt stil they rawk. keke. Den reaher B0on LAy went 2 wait 4 lina. It took alm0st a century 4 her 2 reach the interchange. Den took the mrt n reached bkt bat0k about 7.05 dEn ran 2 catch after the bus n lEft p0or p0or fiq al0ne. Actually it was only Lina who ran. I was the onE that just walk and make the driver wait 4 mie. wee. Evil mie. Then, that guy was in the bus again. Alm0st everyday take 947 wid hym. Strangely. Then go 4r0m the back gate as usual n seperate 4r0m lina then blablabla. I'm such a lazy arse. Nuthing much 2 talk abt today. The paper was average. Not that diff bt it would have been easier if I hadn't forgotten that my book was wiid Fi0na. Foolish mie. Then after paper hang arnd outside class then sudd this teacher came in with a cane caus the stupid boys lah scream lyke girls n told us 2 g0 2 canteen. Why the hell would we wan 2 go to the canteen if we r fasting. Idiot. Then after 10 mins, took CME paper. Then 45 mins passed. N w00 ! went 2 wait 4 lina. Wa ka0, her class got public caning so came out late. The on the way back home with lina n Kat, a kute boy was following kat. He was with his scooter. I think he is probably 4 0r 5 den wen we leaving he touched kat. gaga. KAt has a secret admirer. Then I went 2 wave bye. He replied bye in a cute way. S0 CUTE ! I lyke wan 2 pinch his chubby cheek. Keke. K lahhs, am off 2 brEk fast. ToodleZ.

mwarks.

blEed.l0st.g0nE.

kat's request

2006-09-17T14:01:00.000+08:00

1.Full name: Nur Sabrina Bte Abdol Malek
2.Name backwards: kelaM lodbA etB anirbaS ruN
3.Meaning of name: Patience ( as if )
4.Nick name: Sabby :: Sabbyrina :: bleed.l0st.g0nE.
5.Screen name: bleed.l0st.g0nE
6.D.O.B: 23 February 1993
7.Place of birth: Gleneagles
8.Nationality: Singaporean
9.Current location: Jurong West.
10.Star sign: Pisces.
11.Religion: Islam
12.Height: 1.4(?)m I duno lahs, i'm quite short.. hee.
13.Weight: Dun wan 2 tell.
14.Shoe size: 6/7
15.Hair colour: Br0wn n black.
16.Eye colour: Black.
17.Who do you look like: My 2nd sis ( i guess )
18.Innie or outtie: Innie.
19.Lefty or righty: Righty.
20.Gay, Straight, Bi or others: Straight la durr.
21.Best Friends: Katrina, Gwen, fiq, kiki n more
22.Best Friends you trust most: Katrina
23.Favourite Pals: Evry1 mentioned on n0 21
24.Best friends of opposite sex: Dun wan 2 mention. Later got rum0rs. hee.
25.Best Buddies: All 0n n0 21 ( alamak, h0w many times wan 2 ask )
26.Boyfriend or Girlfriend: Galfwen is katrina.. cehs, not lesbian ar ! Boifwen is billie joe ! woo!
27.Crush: Billie J0e
28.Parents: Sadiah n Malek.
29.Worst enemies: Ppl hu hate me lah.
30.Favourite online guy: Not 2 b mentioned. hEe.
31.:Favourite online girl: Katrina !
32.Craziest Friend: Katrina. I just luv her. woots.
33.Advice Friend: Katrina, the one i trusted the most. woo.
34.Loudest Friend: Fiq !
35.Person you cry with: N0 0nE, myself ii guess.
36.Any sisters: YEp. Crazyy ones.
37.Any brothers: Nopez.
38.Any Pets: No. I want a kitten. haiz.
39.Any disease: Crazyyness. Is that a disease ? hEe
40.Pager: What an old fashion thingy.
41.Personal Phone Line: Yup.
42.Phone: Yups.
43.Lave Lamp: What on earth is this ?
44.Pool or Hot tub: Hot tub ! woots !
45.A car: Never dreamt of wanting a car.
46.Your Personality: Crazy, l0ud n wild.
47.Driving: No, but a driver pls. ll0ls. =P
48.Room: Messy.
49.What's missing : I dun0.. food ? hee.
50.School: Dunearn Secondary School.
51.Bed: Sexyy. No lahhs, huge ? ( serious, the bed took up 3/4 quarter of my room )
52.Relationship with parents: Normal like other ppl on earth.
53.Believe in Yourself: Ya I guess.
54.Believe in love at first sight: Sometimes. ll0ls.
55.Good listener: Yupps but not when it comes 2 my mom. ll0ls.
56.Get along well with parents: Of course.
57.Save e-mail convos: Nehs, waste my com's memory only.
58.Pray: Sumtimes.
59.Believe in reincarnation: Nopez.
60.Make fun of people: Sometimes.
61.Like to talk on the phone: Yepps if no one's arnd miie.
62.Want to get married: YES.. NO. Duno depends l0rs.
63.Like to drive: 2 lazy. Just find a driver. ll0ls.
64.Motion sickness: wth ?!
65.Eat stem of broccoli: antii-vegetables.
66.Eat chicken with fork: depends. If 2 fed up den use hand ar.
67.Dream in colours: YEp. (:
68.Type with your fingers on home role: Wth?!
69.Sleep with stuff toys: Yes, my pink turtle.
70.Next to you: Er, ghost i guess. Everywhere there is.
71.On the walls of your room: Sis huge collection of dangly ugly earrings ( l0ls.) , photos of miie n family n my favourite narut0 jigsaw puzzle done by me n sis.
72.On your mousepad: Use mousepad 4 wad ? S0 leceh.
73.Dream car: I haven't dreamt of haviing a car of my own anyways.
74.Dream date: Billie J0e or teddy. haha.
75.Dream honeymoon spot: Hawaii.. ALOHA ! Wee.. =P
76.Dream husband or wife: Billie Joe.. llols.
77.Bedtime: ard 10.30 -1.45pm. Aiyah, in fact, I sleep most of the time.
78.Under your bed: boxes containing CRAP.
79.Single most important qns : Got food ? ll0ls =P
80.Bad time of the day: When i'm under the cloud i guess.
81.Your worst fear: god firstly den ghost. hurhur. XD
82.The weather: Sunny. Eiik !
83.Time: 3.38pm
84.Date: 17 September 2006.
85.Best trick did on someone: Nehs.
86.Theme song: To0 little t0o late - J0jO
87.Hardest thing on growing up: Evrything.
88.Funniest experience: Prii skEwll days.
89.Scariest experience: To0k a pic that has a face in the mirr0r. Eiik !
90.Silliest thing you had ever said: gagaga.
91.Most desperate and funniest things you have done to get the opposite sex: Sms with them about other ppl. Hundreds of sms just about ppl. haiz. wasted.
92.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: nuting is scary when i'm wid my fwens.
93.Worst feeling: Not getting what i want. l0ls XD
94.Best feeling in the whole: Getting together with old fwens.
& 6 Person i ask to do this are : Gwen, shahirah, kak izan, fiq, sheryll n pei sim.

muackz.

Bleed.l0st.g0nE. â„¢

hapii burfdae mum ! hee.

2006-09-09T16:21:00.000+08:00

woots. T0day is mum's burfdae. Me n sis suprised her with a birthday cake. I guess she didn't expect it. Nothing much only t00k a few pics. Finally mum let us take a pic of her. Mwahaha. Damn. I noe, this post is useless n meaningless. I'm just waiting for the stopid game 2 finish installing. It's AUDITION. Hee. It's cute n adorable that is why I'm attracted 2 it. Hee. Installed it about 2 times already but still can0t play. Trust me, this is the last time I'm instaling. I'm gona give up after this. hehe. And recently, bad news. I'm MAPLING. Woo! I have always said it sucks. hee. BUT it's actually very fun n interesting even though my fingers do hurt. Soon the letter C n the SPACEBAR will b spoilt. hee. God. Seriously, this is meaningless. Maybe, I shall st0p here. am gg 2 surf the net n probably play maple. wee. sia0. k lahhs, toodleZ.

muackz.

bleed.l0st.g0ne. ™

cramps !

2006-09-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

0mg ! My legs are aching badly. Help me ! Cheerleading was tiring. I guess cause we haven't been training 4 about 2 weeks already. Need 2 build up my stamina. hEe. I can't stretch well anymore. Wa ka0. I didn't n0e that only abt 4 trainings missed can make you very unfit. hmm. But most of the stretching time, we were talking, laughing n singing mostly. N abg concentrated more on his discussion about tom's barbeque at NGEE ANN POLYTECHINC. N danial asked a stupid question. "" Why are bangkok people so pretty n sexy? " N abg( 0ur c0ach) also said that most of the girls wear gowns to sleep n the guys would just wear their boxers. Eww. He said he can't imagined how they were not malu. ll0ls. Anyways, all of us were always complaining of experiencing dehydration. ll0ls. Dunn0 why every1 were so thirsty. Got a few water breaks and only managed 2 get a few sips of water from the water cooler. Then, abg gave us a 15 mins break n most of us went out to the shop nearby which is near the bus-st0p 2 get drinks. M0st 0f us bought 2 drinks. Damn thirsty.

Then, we have 2 move to the place near my classroom n cheered under the sun. H0w "great" it was. Kak Nini said we were roasted n d0n't forget 2 put butter. hahahs. Damn. We were all full of craps yesterday. N dat stupid teacher ( n0t 2 b named) keep chasing us away. Then expect us 2 cheer where ? In the toilet ? Idiotic freak. Then did some stunt. I tried basing n ok lahs but still, I sux at it. I t0tally sux at cheerleading especially in stunts. Damn. Haix. N I can't d0 my split anym0re. What has happen 2 mi ? Haix. Since training has started, pr0bably I will stretch properly till I can d0 my split back. Mwahahas.

Enough lahs, too much 2 talk abt yesterday. 0nly 1 last word abt yesterday. Fun ! But tiring. hEe. 0k now, my sis is like a crazy monkey jumping here n there. Thinking that it would help her get fit n burn away her fats. ishishish. I n0e lahs uu fit already lia0. G0t muscle but still not abs ! Mwahahahas~ Let c who will have their abs first. Anyways, my abs are gone since I had stopped training. I didn't n0e you can l0se your abs just like that. Hee. HAve 2 w0rk hard 4 it ! Jia y0u sabby ! hee. ok lahs, mie gtg. toodleZ.

Muackz.

bleed.l0st.g0nE. ™

Damn ! :(

2006-09-02T19:57:00.000+08:00

Damn. Fri went to H0ugang just to see my doctor. Blehhs. My legs were so painful. The way I walk was like as if ii were some retarded freak. Hee. Quite ashamed by the way I walk but who cares anyways. Then went in 2 c doctor with sis n the doctor was talking non-stop about not supposingly do those 4 things. First, don't use moisturisers, sunblock or whatever cream. Second, don't blot ( spell-check) ur face <0phs>. Thirdly, don't touch ur face n lastly, don't squeeze ur pimples. He scolded me n sis 4 doing those stuffs n he said how 2 get well if i come 1 year plus since the last visit. I remembered the last time I visited that doctor, we only took 5 mins but now he talk a lot sia. l0l. Then went to Kovan Shopping Mall 2 walk2 arnd. Then saw some nice earphones but can buy next month only. blehs. Then walk2 4 a while then left the mall n I stupidly followed my sis up the bus again.

I was calling mom s0 it didn't come 2 my mind 2 ask my sis why are we taking the same bus again. when the bus reached the 2nd st0p, that was when my sis realised that we are supp0sed 2 take the MRT n0t the bus. =,= Wa la0, my leg pain then need 2 walk back. Blehhs. 0n the way 2 the interchange, I nearly got knocked down. Idiotic arseh0le. hE cannot c me mehhs. I that god-damn small mEhhs. Curse him sia. My sis took the bus plate n0.. hehe. She said she wants 2 c0mplain 2 SBS. Wakakas~ Then reached there took the mrt home. S0 damn crowded n finally, reached home n bought burger n fries. Hee. I still wonder why I always eat burger n fries. I guess there's n0 m0re delicious food around my house estate.

0k n0w abt yesterday. Nothing much. In the morning woke up late as usual. Then after bathing n all that, watched She's the man.. it rocks ! And n0w I'm addicted to the song by All The American Rejects - M0ve Al0ng .. hEe. N the rest of my day was about slacking, eating n talking. That was all I did yesterday. I miss my phone ! I can 0nly start using my phone t0m. Haix. N there was s0me unknown n0 sending me a message at 7 plus in the morning saying "ok lahhs, i want to play game" I was like WTH. Who is crazy enough 2 send me a message that early in the morning. I wanted 2 ask but cannot cause I overshot my bill. I sent about 800 messages this month. My bill only has 500 free sms. S0 lame. S0 little. My friends all at least a thousand free sms. whatever lahhs.

0k, finally.. t0day.. W0ke up quite early.. hee. 10 plus. Then took my bath n went to eat my mom's delicious nasi ayam. Yummy ! Yay. mum n sis is back from the wedding dinner. Finally. K lahhs, wana get ready 2 g0 JP. Find mum's suprise birthday present. w0o !

T0odlez !

P.s: I have decided 2 start blogging back as I have just change the skin of my blog n may-en linked me 2 the blog alady. Hee. N kat, cheer up babe !

Muackx.

bleed.l0st.g0ne.™