haiz.Friday, November 10, 2006
haiz. didnt update yesterdae. n0 m0od && damn pissed.. n0w its raining. the feeling is damn nice. seri0usly. haiz.
m0m && grandm0m n0t at h0me. 0nli dad. wid his tv again. i wonder why he can stare at the tv the wh0le dae. hmm. t0dae n0 training. s0 finally i can rest. sum0re it is raining. nice && kewl.
&& lets talk abt yesterdae. erm. didnt d0 much. went 2 skewl as usual 4 training. i was darn pissed 0ff while having training yesterdae. sum ppl were sh0uting back 2 mi the way i said the cheer. lyke wtf. kant they respect 0ther ppl. ergh. i h0pe nxt year cheer trainings w0uld b a different 1. 4r0m last tyme they seem 2 have a pr0blem wid mi. esp her. i dun0 wth did i d0 wr0ng 2 her siah. i dun even n0e hu the hell is she. geez. wadever. den after dat arnd 330 we started the wh0le rehearsal wid 0ther ccas. den wen it came 2 0ur turn i was darn nerv0us. i dun tynk i can b the lead 4 the cheer. my v0ice cann0t make it. haiz. i h0pe dere wil b sum1 better 2 take 0ver mi. i dun wan 2 shame DZEST. && i l0st my faith 2 d0 it bcaus 0f dem. n0t the cheerlies kayys. i rather n0t menti0n wh0 they r. haiz.
den after the rehearsal which ended abt 7 plus we ate canadian pizza dat we have 0rdered. i have n0 appetite 2 eat alreadi. haiz. dere was dis sum1 hu smsed mie accusing mie a l0t 0f things. i was darn pissed. sc0lded && accused mie a l0t 0f things which i had nvr d0ne 0r said. i rather dun talk abt it. i gues dere is dis jerk wh0m i tynk i n0e hu the hell it was hu t0ld dat certain sum1 all this shit which r n0t true. haiz. s0rry n0 cure.
&& n0w s0 sian. n0thing 2 d0. i guess i will d0 my stretchings. && g0sh ~~ alm0st evry1 can d0 their splits alreadi. haiz. i better catch up.darn. haiz. i've been sighing since yesterdae. 4 wad ? i dun0. mayb im 2 pissed 0ff. wadever lahhs. am 0ff. t0odlez.
p.s :: hu ever dat jerk is. get the hell 0ut 0f my lyfe.
mwarkss.
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